In a live broadcast through his Instagram social network account, the young man stated: “We all woke up with the audio note that was already known because I mentioned it in some interviews. I want to tell you what the story of that audio note”.
“They want to put on a hero’s cape that breaks up pedophilia gangs. But after months they are free, everyone is at home and this useless man is also at home. What hero can I feel? But they don’t know how good I am It got me talking,” he added.
Later, he maintained that “a sentence is not enough for me and then you can walk quietly down the street again while I pay for hours and hours and hours of therapy.” “When all of them were released, I had a nervous breakdown. That’s when, after these messages that I send, I have my second suicide attempt. There was a special night in which I couldn’t take it anymore with myself or with everything what I felt,” he recalled.
“Then one night I grab my phone and start one by one. The same anger, the same pain, was for everyone that night,” he said, referring to the moment he contacted the former driver of La Peña de Morfi.
“I was angry… Do you know what it was for me to hear myself broken again?” he said.
Regarding the audio note that was made public, he said: “This is where I realize that I still need more psychological help. I thought that I would solve it with one or two years of therapy and that I would also solve it with a pill that would make me smile again.
“I realize that I still feel guilty. And I speak of all of them because for me they are all in the same bag, even though they have done me less or more damage. I don’t see them individually,” Lucas argued.
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“I also remembered that I had a couple of photos of us, me at 16 years old and you at your age on your sofa, in Eleven City. Do you remember? I wanted to send you a greeting and tell you that I hope you have not thrown the chain that I I forgot the toilet in your house because it has sentimental value to me. It was the only reason I was writing to you,” he continues.
What did the audio say that Lucas Benvenuto sent to Jey Mammon?
“I would never go on TV to say ‘Jey Mammon was with me when I was 16’ because it’s not born to me. I expected you to answer me even if it was a message. We knew each other very well, I just wanted you to answer me. Don’t worry because I never I would go on TV. I hope you’re happy,” the young man’s audio ends.
In another section of his defense, the young man told details about the link he had with Mammon. “I felt guilty for the first night we had where he raped me. It does not seem strange to me that at this point he does not know and he does not care if I was 18, 15, 14 or 16. Because he was emotionally destroyed at that time, he was a depressive person Juan (the actor’s real name) ”. “He drank all day, he smoked joint, he was high 24 hours a day,” he explained.
“When I get up that night, I go to the bathroom, I realize what they did to me, I have a terrible hickey, scratches on my back, I wake up naked… That’s when I realize it, but I still didn’t have a psychological reconstruction. I only asked for help at the age of 25, that’s when I received my first therapy. My head at 14 years old was a mess, I had been beaten from all the other abuses. “And no, I didn’t ask him: ‘What did you do to me?’ I let it happen because I didn’t want him to get mad, I didn’t want to lose someone again and fall into the hands of another abuser. I preferred to be submissive to him, ”she maintained.
“I always blamed myself. But no more… because this cross does not belong to me. The weight of this cross corresponds to other people ”, she remarked.