2023-06-01 13:28:00
When I write down my innermost feelings, I know that many people will say it out loud, denigrate and insult me in all sorts of ways. But really, for 7 years now, I myself have to live in torment and suffering. There is not a day that I am not tormented, living in fear because I have been cheating on my husband.
Before falling in love with my current husband, I had a relationship that lasted nearly ten years with another man. For many years we were together, but the lover’s parents still did not accept. They told me not to register for you. He is a rich man, his parents are officials while my family only works in the fields. Therefore, the two could not overcome this prohibition and eventually decided to part ways.
Cultivated by both families, after 1.5 years we decided to get married. (Illustration)
After breaking up with my first love, in order to quickly forget that person, I immediately accepted the love of my new husband. My new husband also has a stable job, knows how to behave and psychologically, so my parents are very satisfied. Cultivated by both families, after 1.5 years we decided to get married.
Near my wedding day, I received a phone call from my ex. Knowing that I was about to get married, he kept begging for him to meet one last time. He even threatened to kill himself if I didn’t come. Therefore, I was forced to go to a certain motel to meet him.
As soon as I arrived at the motel, I was rushed in by a drunk ex. Although he resisted, he could not make it through the night. After that night, I saw that people were different and soon after I found out I was pregnant when I got married. I know for sure that this pregnancy is not my husband’s but my ex’s, but I can’t tell you this. Meanwhile, knowing that my wife had just gotten married and was pregnant, my husband was happy and very happy.
After giving birth to my first child, I also want to have another child to make up for him. But for 3 years now, I don’t understand why every time I get pregnant, I have an ectopic pregnancy, unable to keep the baby. This makes me obsessive, afraid of being pregnant again. My husband also loves his wife, so for more than this year, we temporarily plan to let my wife recover.
After giving birth to my first child, I also want to have another child to make up for him. (Illustration)
Fortunately, my son grew up to have many similarities with his mother. So my husband never suspected that I cheated on him. He is also very attached to children. For 7 years now, he has always been by his side to take care of and pamper the child, making the child also very attached to his father. Looking at his father and son together, I was both happy and scared because I was only worried about the past being exposed, knowing that the only child was not his own, my husband would never forgive his wife.
For many years, I only loved my husband and knew him. But I still did not dare to reveal my blatant deception to my husband. I plan to “release” again in the future to try to give my husband a child. But I am haunted by my ectopic pregnancies. I don’t know why I have this problem.
Causes of ectopic pregnancy
In some cases, the cause of an ectopic pregnancy cannot be clearly identified. However, most pregnant women experience this condition due to one or more of the following causes:
– Inflamed and scarred fallopian tubes due to previous surgery or infection.
Hormonal changes or abnormalities.
– Deformity of genital organs.
– Some problems are related to genetics.
– Pregnant women have medical conditions that affect the shape or function of the fallopian tubes / other reproductive organs.
In addition, some risk factors include:
Older age: The older a woman is, the higher her risk of an ectopic pregnancy.
History of the disease: Women who have had one ectopic pregnancy have a 10% chance of having it again in the next pregnancy.
Infection: Women who have had an inflammation or infection of their fallopian tubes, uterus, or ovaries have a higher risk of having an ectopic pregnancy. In particular, pelvic inflammatory disease (PID) and salpingitis are two inflammatory conditions that greatly affect the risk of ectopic pregnancy in women.
Having sexually transmitted diseases: Certain sexually transmitted infections (STDs) such as gonorrhea, chlamydia, etc.
Smoking: Smoking is also associated with an increased risk of ectopic pregnancy.
Being treated for infertility: Using ovulation-stimulating drugs during infertility treatment can make you more likely to have an ectopic pregnancy.
– Abnormalities in the fallopian tubes: These abnormalities can be congenital or surgical, which will increase the risk of ectopic pregnancy.
Previous pelvic surgery: Cesarean section or surgery to remove fibroids are also risk factors for this condition.
Using birth control pills or an intrauterine device (IUD): The use of birth control methods can increase the risk of an ectopic pregnancy.
Tubal ligation: Tubal ligation is a surgical procedure performed to help women avoid unwanted pregnancy. However, doing this will also increase the rate of ectopic pregnancy if the woman later becomes pregnant.
However, it should be noted that women can still have an ectopic pregnancy even without any of the above risk factors. Therefore, experts recommend that pregnant women should immediately go to a medical facility when there are abnormal signs during pregnancy for early detection and timely intervention.
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