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Sharona Merlin, star of Wedding at First Sight, revealed today (Thursday) in a particularly painful post that she uploaded to her Instagram account about her abortion: “I just want them to understand why in the last year I’ve been a little distant”
Merlin wrote in the post she uploaded: “We debated a lot whether to share this post now, or if at all, and finally we agreed that I would keep my word and share the less rosy moments here as well. So after fighting with myself and fearing thoughts of “being sorry for me” or trying to comfort me, I decided to share What many women go through but often remain silent (and rightfully so). If we talk about colors, the last year for me was painted in gray and pink, ups and downs, when in all the turmoil we went through I was waiting for me to reach the shore of the insurers and be able to share.”
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“It’s just that two weeks ago, everything was colored between a black moment. From the happiest moment in my life when I was ready to tell the world that I was on my way to becoming a mother, I was informed that our fetus was bleeding. At that moment our world was bleeding. How could someone who a moment ago lived inside me for 3 months and was once strong, die in one second? Beyond the physical pain (the likes of which the devil did not create), it was overcome by the heartache you have not felt since I lost my father. My fear of loss strikes a second time and this time from within me. Once again existential questions, guilt, pain, fear and failure, accompanied by endless crying.”
“And then the calm after the storm. Today I can truly understand what a woman’s strength is. Anyone who has experienced loss knew that, like in death, there is no way to comfort or what to say, because no, not everything is for the better and no, this does not have to happen for something better to come. And no , I don’t always have to be strong and that’s really fine. But yes, it will pass and along with the pain that will fade over time (but will not be forgotten…) will come that will fill me up again. Until then, I just want them to understand why in the last year I’ve been a little distant, I’ve talked less Or I shared, I was not able to accommodate the people closest to me as always. But mainly, who knew how to accommodate what I will probably go through in the near future.”
“I will apologize in advance and say sorry, it has nothing to do with anyone, this is me right now and it will pass. And if we have already opened up, I want to say thank you to a small entity that filled us with happiness for almost 3 months, connected us, strengthened us and made us invincible. I want to apologize From my body for what I had to go through in the year yes, it will pass and along with the pain that will fade with time (but will not be forgotten…) will come that will fill me up again. Until then, I just want them to understand why in the last year I distanced myself a bit, I didn’t talk or share less, I didn’t succeed To contain the people closest to me as always. But mostly, who knew how to contain what I will probably go through in the near future. I will apologize in advance and say sorry, it has nothing to do with anyone, this is me right now and it will pass. And if we have already opened up, I want to say thank you to a small entity that filled us happily for almost 3 months, connected us, strengthened us and made us invincible.”
“I want to ask my body for forgiveness for what it has been forced to go through in the past year in the hope that it will never have to go through it again and in the same breath to tell it that I am sorry for not being able to keep what was so precious to us. It is not your fault. But most of all, I want to say How much I love my amazing husband who never left my side for a moment. He took care of me and enveloped me with warmth and endless love that got me back on my feet very quickly. Our perfect and caring family, the amazing friends who are always there for me and the rare professional staff who take care of us with dedication, care and personal attention. Although The uncertainty will probably continue to resonate with me and you don’t know what a day will bring, but I’m optimistic and confident that my turn will come, just at the right time. That’s it, I’m done grieving. I’m ready for a new path, to make room for the next chapter!”
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