He was probably the most fashionable males in home Modeling and tv, and on the identical time he was utterly self-destructive.
THE Henry Petillon, the final word zen premiere of the previous has been battling its demons for years. Addictions, incarcerations in psychiatric models and rehabilitation facilities, headlines for the flawed causes and life on the sidelines for the one-time star of secular salons.
«I wish to enter a closed house from yesterday, for an inexpensive time period and never for 5 years. How can I let you know! Issues are very critical. I’ve had a balloon operation, I stay alone and may “keep” anytime. I could be interrupted. After all, I can not lower this “factor” off except I’m going in someplace for assist.
I used to be born with bipolar dysfunction and on the identical time – that is why they name it double prognosis – I additionally endure from substance dependancy. I went to KETHEA, the individuals had been superb, however they advised me they do not have psychiatrists.
In whole up to now I’ve been to 22 psychiatric centres. In Greece and overseas. On my own. And in 25 rehabilitation facilities for substances” he mentioned chatting with the newspaper Espresso and continued:
«Within the personal sector they’re grasping and all they care about is getting just a few thousand of their pocket, in any other case they do not settle for you, and at KETHEA they advised me they do not give aspirin or any drugs. And I can not assist however discover one thing! I’ve withdrawal syndrome.
I’ve had bipolar dysfunction since beginning, and since I used to be eleven the docs gave me an injection to maintain me calm. Now I stay in Thessaloniki!
I turned to the psychiatric hospital in Stavroupoli, however many issues made me troublesome. It is getting wasted, with out substance, and I by no means received a clue. I do not wish to stay on methadone. I wish to be impartial. I can not sit in facilities for eight months. I’ve already misplaced seven years of my life to them. Comes!»
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-What state of affairs are you in now?
«I’m in a really troublesome state of affairs, I’m unemployed and I’ve to work, however an important factor is my well being, which I’ve to care for.
For that reason, coming into a closed assist space for an inexpensive time period is an absolute precedence. I ask for nothing else.
I am not in the perfect form of my life. I’d find yourself at any second, right here in the home the place I stay alone, and be discovered useless after a month».
-Why did you select to go away for Thessaloniki?
«Why in Athens I’d die. As a result of I’ve a final title they referred to as me “hey large and dude” and drugged me to please me. So I received up and left the place the place I received all this»!
-Has all this historical past and the Golgotha have affected the way in which you look? How do you see your self within the mirror?
«I wish to achieve weight as a result of I appear to be I am 100 years previous. I do not eat! Nonetheless, they do all this in 15 days».
– Are you depressed?
«I’ve manic despair, phobias, compulsive conduct, obsessive ideas and issues like that».
-Have you ever even thought of killing your self?
«Yeah, I’ve performed that anyway. I’ve jumped from the second ground. It isn’t the primary time. I had performed it twenty years in the past. So, to ensure that this to not occur once more, I’ve to go someplace to get assist. I can not do it alone.
I give it some thought on a regular basis. I’ll go away on the 4th. I’ve advised my shut mates. However now I am depressing, not value calling me. Apart from my greatest pal Elizabeth and two different individuals».
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– So your mates usually are not serving to you on this troublesome interval in your life?
«No, my two good mates are in jail sadly, so I do not see them. The remaining are simply acquaintances and I do not depend them as my mates. I additionally had a light stroke a month in the past and was paralyzed from the waist down for per week. However I escaped along with her, fortunately.
It’s the reality and that is the one reality, as a result of I suffered from bipolar dysfunction and since no psychiatrist identified it I ended up utilizing substances, which was the one drug I knew to really feel good and really feel healed.
When the psychiatrists intervened they defined to me that I’ve bipolar dysfunction but it surely was too late as a result of I had an dependancy. So as an alternative of getting remedy for bipolar dysfunction I used to be taking different issues to steadiness it out.
Why did I do that? As a result of I am silly or as a result of I needed to look 100 years previous and fall on this state? Or did I wish to wreck my life 100 occasions or find yourself clinically useless 5 occasions?
I’ve gone from overdosing and trying suicide from the second ground to occurring a lorry with a big displacement engine in Syngrou! I used to be paralyzed for per week and after per week I received up».
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