Many people think that being transgender has become normal. Not really. There is a huge psychological problem in that. At that time I also had the problem of balancing studies and psychological problems. Everything was complicated starting from the fact that the society, family and the people we love the most do not understand us. Therefore, I could not continue my studies. I tried to commit suicide for the first time in that trouble and recovered.
Then I started traveling aimlessly in life. Love is something that comes to everyone… there is nothing wrong with that. Love gives meaning to our lives. I also got a boyfriend after the treatment. My life started with him. Everyone in my house celebrated him as he was my son-in-law. One day he said you are a fake man. He said that the body he was with every day was fake. He threw me away saying that you are fake, you are talking to me. Tell me that my mother used to eat fish broth and pudding with my hand till today and put my child in the hospital. How do you know he touched me on the first day when he told me he didn’t like me? The guy who said he didn’t like me was in a relationship with me until the day before that. There were many problems at that time. As a result, I attempted suicide a second time and recovered from it.