2024-03-25 07:16:31
A year ago he revealed Kazem Haliliya One of the most prominent tenants in the 12th season of “Big Brother” who suffers from depression just after leaving the closed house. But he added in an optimistic tone that he has started mental treatment and his condition is improving. At the beginning of the war, he was involved in advocacy activities for Israel on social media, and it seemed that his condition was improving, but in the last three months he disappeared, and last night, Hapur fell, Khaliliya shared a difficult video of him at the moment of a mental breakdown and revealed that he suffers from dysthymia.
In the video he uploaded last night in tears and brokenness, he said: “Whoever sees me outside, please let me go. I am diagnosed with dysthymia. Dysthymia is a depressive illness. In Hebrew it is called “the silent depression”. I was sitting with my friends in a restaurant, and suddenly I get disconnected, I am not with them. I remember one of my friends, while we were sitting in a restaurant, texting me ‘what do you have’ and ‘why are you a snob?’ And I say to myself, I’m not a snob, I just have depression.”
And he added: “At first I thought I could take care of it alone and leave it to myself and I said ‘well it will pass’, but it really won’t. I have a heart disease and I take a pill every day, I live with it and I will live with it, but the soul has no pill. I Really feeling tired, I’ve lost my desire for everything, I’ve lost a lot of weight. I’m not making this video to make you feel sorry for me, I’m making this video to tell you that there are people who are depressed and you need to contain them. Stop asking them personal questions. I’m sure that’s what people out there mean Seeing me is a good intention with the questions of ‘Kazem where did you go?’, ‘Kazem why didn’t you do it?’, but then I have to deal with your questions at home.”
Kazem Khaliliya (Photo: Or Gefen, Y.H.C.)
He also revealed: “You don’t know what it means that I sometimes lost the desire to live, I didn’t want this life. So please whoever sees me outside, leave me alone, don’t ask personal questions. I didn’t want to make this video at all and I didn’t want to talk to you about It is, but I feel like I’m suffocating. People see me outside and ask me how are you and I say I’m fine, but I’m not fine.”
Then he turned to his followers and said: “I’m sure there are many and thousands in the country, especially after October 7, who feel like me. Take care of yourself. Go to therapy, go to psychologists, share with the people, share with your friends because it’s very important. The mind can’t bear so much A lot of things. So yes, I’m going through something. Yes, I’m depressed. It’s a disease that takes over you and it makes you think about a lot of things and kill yourself and not eat. So yes, it’s hard. But please, not just for me, for everyone you feel is depressed, Help him, be a listening ear, that’s better than all the personal questions.”
Kazem Khaliliya (Photo: Noy Einav)
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